(Deviant Art Website)
I don’t think
there would have been anyway I would have gotten her. At first I thought she
was out of my league, but as I got to know her better, I realized we were meant
to be. The first day I saw her was in class. It was the first day of the
semester. I saw her come in, but was unable to see her face clearly. She sat
right behind me, so close I saw her shoes from the corner of my eye. I loved
her hairstyle (I love ladies with afros) and her shoes were kind of cute (Of
course I was not concentrating on the shoes alone). Her perfume was out of this
world. I could have smelt it for the rest of my life. I was ‘thirsty’ and I am
not ashamed to admit it.
It took a
while to get to know each other (thank you Lord for group work), but the more I
saw her the more ‘thirsty’ I became. What made it worse was that we were
compatible according to me. I thought she would treat me like a peasant, but
she was kind and warm and she made it worse by smiling. I was still stuck up at
the fact that she had a job and I didn’t. She was a director of her own
company, organizing events and concerts. I was the director of a future
company. However, I don’t think that was much of a concern to her.
I really feel
bad. If anyone was going to be my destined wife, it would have been her. Maybe
I waited too long. Maybe I enjoyed our conversations too much to ask her out.
Maybe I was scared as I always am and messed it up. Some people may blame me
for not being bold enough. It would not matter what status she was, as long as
I loved her and she felt the same, then it would have never mattered. It
mattered though, it mattered to me; because she was engaged to someone else.
(Scoop Whoop Website)
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